keeping the faith

this past year has been pretty tough,the past month especially so.as it stands,i find myself,by my own choice,quite alone.the initial estrangement from friends and family was hard and still I find myself lonely.but somehow i felt that i was going to shine somehow.

and i am finding direction.i could never figure out what i wanted to do.mainly because i wanted enough time to read,paint,practise yoga,dance,live,spend time with friends and family,devour music music ,eat,skydive,travel...list goes on.

it is coming to me.being alone is a blessing.i feel i can concentrate.feel i can decide what to do concentrate on my work and figure out what my priorities are.i feel ambition and direction and strength.

i believe :)